Thursday, April 16, 2009

Journal #13 The change in the ALP

When I came to ALP office, everything is strange. I had kept attention to officer and had written some papers. And I had registered at Cal State Fullerton ALP. Next time, I went to the office for my replacement test that is so hard for me because I haven’t studied English about 20years. I moved USA before 7months ago. I wanted to visit to sister’s and brother’s houses.
I thought that English is not related with me. So, I haven’t studied English, but I have changed my mind because English is efficient skill for business, and I became English learner. However, everything is tough for me because I have joined in advanced class. At the first time, I thought that my brain is good and I know so many things. Otherwise, I have worried about English classes, tutors, classmates. When I was young, I have learned only English reading, and I haven’t gotten opportunities of English listening, writing, and speaking. I have faced to face with many strange terms and situations and homework. The worry came true. I have been fallen into depression by surrounding condition which was essay writing, presentation, discussion. But I have changed my mind, because I haven’t studied since 1990.
I have planned goal of English class that was accomplishment of homework. It is very simple, but it is hard for me. Every day I write an essay or journal because every tutor gave me homework. At first, I haven’t done my homework of essay, because haven’t ever written English, so I have given up the homework. But, recently every day I try to write an essay/ journal. Actually, if I compare classmate with me, then I always feel insufficient. I have to concede that this is a true, nevertheless I have a dream that will be better than others in the future.
I have promised with myself during the writing of the journal. And I pray to God for my studying. Jeremy! Way to go.

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